Apology

Yeahh well I know what I'm about to type right now will be a violation of my "anti-love drama" principle or anything. Believe me when I'm saying this : this is something I gotta do. I owe him an apology. In this post, I'll be as open as hell. So I'll be thankful if you read this. No don't read it! Shit I'm basically confused am I supposed to be embarrassed or glad if he read this.
It might be too late to apologize considering low long has it been. But yeah I know I've been so cruel back then. I treated you like a worthless thing, like a toy. That was so mean of me. And because of my stupidity and childishness, I didn't give a shit about how you feel back then and focused on my own feelings. Did I ever tell you that once I played Truth-Or-Dare with my pals and when I asked what was my weakness they answered "selfishness"? Guess what, I think they're right. And I think you've been a main victim of my selfishness. Shit shit shit I really am a pain in the ass, right?
For all these months, I thought I could move the fuck on without thinking about you. But one remains from our relationship : my endless guilt. I was like a wicked witch who gave you hope and took it away easily as if I was taking a candy from a little baby. And I was being more selfish and stupid when I asked my friend to got us back together. Thank God you rejected it, because I'm worried if I'd hurt you again.
Now, it backfires. My cruelty to you backfires to myself. I feel guilt. That guilt makes me keep thinking about you, which makes me, believe it or not, still likes you.
My friend told you once the reason I broke you up was your corny interest as  a boy. I WAS SUCH A FUCKING SELFISH IDIOT MOTHERFUCKER. Right now, I want to smash my big head to a trashcan until it splits in two parts (I retract this statement back cause I realize that's stupid and suicidal). Now, I realized the moment I accepted your love was because I like you, physically. I ain't ready to accept you the way you are. I wanted you to be the boy that fits my type. I didn't accept you just the way you are. I told many people clever and nice guys are better than the handsome and cool ones. But back then I became a hypocrite and betrayed my own statement. You were clever and probably the NICEST GODDAMN GUY EVER but I broke you up because of your personal interest.
At this moment, I'm sure you already move on. Well, at least let me say sorry, for returning all your kindness by mean words and underestimating you. Sorry, bro. Seriously, I mean it. I'm sorry.
PS: sorry for the dirty words I know how inappropriate it really is but I can't resist so whaatever man.

QUOTES FROM FAST AND FURIOUS

Have I ever told you I'm an Ultimate Fast Fan? Perhaps you know it already according to my previous post about the #fictionalcharacteriwanttomarry. Well, you can't call yourself a real fan if you can't catch up some memorable quotes from the movies. (Btw, this is purely from my limited memories of the movies, no googling).

Salud, mi familia. -Dominic Toretto, Fast Five

You don't turn your back on family, even if they do. -Dominic Toretto, Furious Six

 Even cops in Hollywood are Hollywood. -Brian O'Connor, The Fast and The Furious

It doesn't matter if you win by an inch or a mile, winning's winning. -Dominic Toretto, The Fast and The Furious

You don't realize how much you appreciate something until somebody takes it away. -Brian O'Connor, Furious Six

Life's simple. You make choices and you don't look back. -Han Seoul-Ah, The Fast and The Furious : Tokyo Drift

 You don't send a man to do a woman's job. -Gisele Yashar, Fast Five

I got a high metabolism -Roman Pearce, 2 Fast 2 Furious (after being asked by Brian since when did he eat so much)

Like everything else just disappears. -Neela, The Fast and The Furious : Tokyo Drift (when Sean talked about his feelings during his first race winning.

 I guess those are the only quotes I remembered. If there are missing memorable quotes, I'll make sure I watch the movies again! (I've been absent from routinely watching the movies due to the fact of my final exam this week.

#fictionalcharacteriwanttomarry

Brian O'Connor, not the deceased Paul Walker but the character he played on Fast and Furious franchise.
So the very first time I watched the Fast and Furious movie was in 2009, when my parents watched the 4th Fast and Furious. It was all about cars and it ain't really what I interested in. But when my dad bought the 5th one, I think it was AWESOME. So I began to like the movie, but I had no particular interests in the characters. When my dad bought the 6th one, I only watched the airplane action scene and yeahh it was good but I still had no particular likings on the character. But when my dad bought all the movies from the franchise, I watched every single one of them and it was the BEST franchise I ever seen. So yeah I began to be in love with the franchise and my favorite character, as y'all can guess, Brian O'Connor.
Now let's use girls' logic here. The first and main reason why I want to marry Brian is because, he's not only handsome, but he's so very amazingly incredibly freaking HOT. I personally think he's even hotter than Dom Toretto because Brian's muscular too but he's body isn't that "large" you know. And he has a pair of bright beautiful blue eyes which will melt many girls' heart when he gives them a stare--especially my heart. But my favorite part of his facial features is his mouth. Because he looks super goddamn cute and charming whenever he gives his signature smile (see 2Fast 2Furious, in that film, he smiles A LOT).
Now about his traits. He's really loyal to his friends, especially if he thinks you're a family (like how loyal he is to Dom) and willing to give up his own pride if he realizes you deserves more respect (like how he let Dom go in The Fast and The Furious because he respected him more than he did to himself). He's very protective and caring towards someone who he really loves (especially Mia Toretto) and willing to take a bullet for them. He has this intelligence and good contemplation for an ex-FBI who has turned into an outlaw along with Dom and Mia.
Most memorable quotes :

You don't realize how much you appreciate something until somebody takes it away -Brian O'Connor, Furious 6

RIP PAUL WALKER (12th SEPTEMBER 1973 - 30th NOVEMBER 2013)

If one day the speed kills me, don't cry 'cause I was smiling 

Quotes by Anne Frank

Anne Frank is a Jewish girl who had a German nationality. Since 1942, her family & 4 other Jewish people hid from Nazi in a place located in Amsterdam called "Secret Annexe". But on August 1944, someone betrayed them and revealed Secret Annexe to Gestapos. They captured the residents and took them to different concentration camps. Mrs. Frank, Margot Frank, Mr. Van Pels, Mrs. Van Pels, Peter Van Pels, and Anne herself died. The sole survivor was Anne's father, Otto Frank. He found Anne's diary, which she named "Kitty", and from Anne's own wish, Kitty was published and became popular until this very day. So far, I've caught 3 memorable quotes from Kitty.
1. We can only know someone's trait if we really fight with them.
2. Der Mann bat einen grossen Geist, Und ist so klein von Tatem! = The man's spirit is strong, but its attitude is weak
3. Go out, to a field, enjoy the nature & sunshine, go and try to find happiness inside you and God. Think about every happiness that still exist and be happy!
I feel really sorry about the residents of Secret Annexe. Why does Hitler hate Jews so much-__-

The Girl With The Torch

Once upon a time, there were 3 best friends. Leila, Aaron, and Charlotte. They always be together everywhere they went. One day, Charlotte died mysteriously, when she was 10 years old. Leila and Aaron were very sad with her death, but finally learnt to move on.

         10 years later, Leila and Aaron became explorers. They already lived with adventurous trait since they were little, so they became real adventurers when they grew up. They had been to Kenya, Amazon, Nepal, and other places. Leila and Aaron went home to Chicago when they already lost most of their moneys, but they heard about the unexplored forest around Mississippi.

          “Maybe it’ll be a great adventure!” Aaron said. He tried to convince Leila who was so worried about their financials.

          “Yeah, I’m sure It’ll be great. But we have no money, Aaron!” Leila said.

          “Maybe we can hitch hiking. We’ll ask for hippies to bring us to the forest with their peace sign van. Then we’ll go on foot.” Aaron said. Leila reconsidered and realized it wasn’t a bad idea, so she approved Aaron’s idea and the next morning they prepared to ask some people to bring them to a forest in Mississippi called Grimm Forest.

          A nice man allowed them to piggyback on his truck, but asked them to sit in the back. He was surprised when Aaron told him their destination was Grimm Forest, but immediately hid the expression.

          “Well, here we go.” The man said after the truck stopped in front of a dark forest. It was still midday but the big tall trees in the forest made it looked so dark.

          “Thank you, mister. We really appreciate it.” Leila said. The man drove away as Leila and Aaron entered the forest with a compass and a map.

          About an hour later, at the middle of the forest, the compass suddenly fell from Leila’s backpack and it broke. The compass was no longer in use and the map Aaron printed from the internet was very confusing. And suddenly the sky went dark and there were thunders everywhere, not a minute later the rain fell to the forest. Leila and Aaron immediately ran to find some tree for shelter, but they didn’t find any. They were lost and wet.

          In the middle of that hazy situation, Leila saw a light from the far, but the light immediately vanished. Suddenly when she and Aaron turned around, there was a girl with a red cloak and a torch on her right hand stood next to them. They were so surprised!

          “Are you alright?” The girl asked. Her voice was very warm but also weird. Her face was covered by the cloak. “I saw you had a problem with the rain. Looking for shelter?” The girl asked again, now with more friendly tone.

          “Actually, yes. Can you help us? We’re lost.” Leila said. The girl nodded.

          “Sure. Follow me and we’ll go to my house.” She said. She turned around and started to walk away. Leila and Aaron immediately follow. Aaron noticed something weird from her. The torch. It was rainy and the fire kept dancing on the torch like an eternal fire. But Leila, who was worried about the cold that might attacked her and Aaron, ignored it and kept following the strange girl.

          Finally, a house was seen. The girl walked a little faster and finally stopped on the porch of the house.

          “This is my house. Make yourself comfortable.” She said. She hung her torch on the wall of her house. Then she got in. Leila and Aaron followed her.

          The house was purely a forest house, made from the woods. There was a fireplace around the corner. The girl made two cups of hot chocolate for them. After that, she uncovered herself from the cloak. Her brown hair was flowing like an angel’s hair and her face was very pretty. She wore a simple dress and a pair of boots.

          “Thank you.” Leila said. She immediately drank the hot chocolate to get away from the cold. “My name is Leila, this is Aaron.” Leila and Aaron shook hands with the girl. But she refused to tell her name and kept silent. After Aaron looked at her very carefully, her face reminded him of someone he couldn’t remember.

          They didn’t have any conversation. The girl just sat on the chair opposite to Leila and Aaron. Her face showed an emptiness and her skin was very pale. She put her left hand on the table. When Aaron saw her fingers, he was so shocked! There was something on her finger, a flower ring. And Aaron suddenly remembered, he made exactly the same ring to his and Leila’s late friend, Charlotte!

          Aaron became nervous and confused. The girl, noticed Aaron, starred at him. Suddenly her face’s skin tore up and exposed her flesh. Her hazel eyes turned white and her whole skin turned into the same form like her face. Water suddenly ran down from her head and from other body parts. All of her hair fell off and also her head skin.

          “Leila,” Aaron shook Leila’s shoulder nervously. She comfortably drank her chocolate and didn’t notice what the girl had become. “Look.” She looked into Aaron then to the girl. She was so terrified until she dropped her cup and the chocolate spoiled everywhere. The girl opened her mouth and tore it up to her ears.

          “Aaa!!!” Leila and Aaron shouted. They immediately ran away from the house and left their things behind. The forest became very dark after the rain. Leila and Aaron ran as far as possible and didn’t look back. When they felt they already ran far enough, they looked back.

          “She’s gone, right?” Leila asked, terrified. Aaron nodded because he saw the girl wasn’t there. But suddenly, he noticed a light from the far, but vanished immediately. Then he looked left, and saw the girl stood there with its scary form and a torch on her hand.

          “Are you alright?” She asked. Blood started to spoil from her mouth.

          “Aaaaa!!!!” Leila and Aaron shouted. Just when they about to ran away, the girl threw her torch and burnt every trees around them. Leila and Aaron were stuck there and the girl approached to them with a limping leg.

          “Don’t you miss me?” She asked. Leila and Aaron didn’t listen to her because they were too scared to answer a question from the dead. “Don’t you miss me?!” She yelled. Leila and Aaron encouraged themselves to look at the girl, and saw the scary girl has transformed into a lovely little girl. Charlotte.

          “Charlotte?” Leila stuttered. Aaron also looked at the girl. Charlotte smiled. “Don’t you miss me?” She asked. Leila and Aaron began to cry with regrets. The girl was the dead Charlotte, who didn’t die in a happy way. She wandered and waited for Leila and Aaron to reunite with her before she really left. Leila hugged Charlotte, followed by Aaron. Charlotte transformed again into a scary girl, but Leila and Aaron didn’t care. As long they knew it was Charlotte. They released their hug and noticed the girl had the torch back on her hand. “Goodbye.” Then the scary Charlotte hit them with the torch and they passed out.

           Leila and Aaron awoke in a hospital. A nurse told them they were found collapsed on the main road of the forest. After they recovered, they wanted to investigate the real death of their beloved friend, Charlotte. And finally, it was revealed that Charlotte died after her she was drowned in the river of Grimm Forest. That’s why Leila and Aaron never attend Charlotte’s funeral, because there was no funeral at all. Charlotte drowned on the river and her body disappeared. She haunted the forest while she waiting on Leila and Aaron to came for one last goodbye. She was called “The Girl with The Torch.” Many explorers went to the forest, and stuck in a storm when a red-cloaked girl appeared with a torch. She took them to her house, and she expressed her pain there to them before she killed them.

Crayon Shin-chan

Crayon Shin-chan is a Japanese manga and anime (although I prefers the manga to the anime). It tells about the daily life of a 5-year-old boy named Shinnosuke Nohara (Shin-chan). Shin-chan is a very silly, plain-minded, and perverted little boy. He has a pair of sharp eyes for pretty or sexy girls. He has a heavy crush for Nanako Ohara, a college girl who become friends with Shin-chan's family. She's the only girl who's not annoyed by Shin-chan's silly behaviour. There are many adults who dislike Shin-chan simply because his stupid behavior (such as Nene's and Kazama's mothers). But basically he's very cute and easily flattered.

Shin-chan has a father named Hiroshi Nohara, a salaryman in some corporation. He's very nurturing towards his children and loves his wife. One of the same trait Hiroshi and Shin-chan has is, they both are pervs. Hiroshi loves to imagine sexy new wives with Shin-chan and he also likes Yumi, a co-worker. He has that kind of "sexy-head" and smelly feet.
Misae Nohara is Shin-chan's mother. Like Hiroshi, she's very nurturing towards the children, but she's very hot-headed. That's why Misae basically rules Nohara family (because both Hiroshi and Shin-chan are scared to her anger). The most notable anger Misae expresses towards her family is the "drill on the head" or "guri-guri" (she often do this to the naughty Shin-chan). She always got pissed whenever Shin-chan compares her breasts, body weight, and beauty to other girls (or insulting them). She sometimes feels embarrassed because of Shin-chan's inappropriate behavior in the public.
Himawari Nohara is Shin-chan's little sister. Her interests are similar with Misae, discount shopping and jewels. She, like Shin-chan, has sharp eyes for charming people (or in her case, charming guys). She often do silly things like her older brother, much to Misae's anger because Shin-chan taught her something dumb.
Shiro is a cute white dog Shin-chan earned when his friends found the dumped dog in an alley. Shiro is a clever and responsible dog, sometimes a lot more clever and responsible than Shin-chan. He's very protective towards little Himawari.
More of Shin-chan's friends are Kazama (the smartest kid in the kindergarten, but the most arrogant one), Masao (the most timid kid and very crybaby), Nene (she keeps considering herself cute and pretty, but she has a cruel hidden side), and Bo (the boy who has a hanging booger on his nose and often do unusual attractions with it). Shin-chan has 3 teachers, Ume Matsuzaka (a teacher who struggles in economy and love life), Midori Yoshinaga (a teacher who has a cowardice boyfriend->later husband), and Bunta Takakura (the principal of kindergarten who has a sadistic criminal-like face).
Well, I can't write all characters from Shin-chan. So I guess, that's it.

Hiya there!!!

Now you see, I haven't post in a while here because I have to idea what to post. But now I have some! First of all, I want to tell you that now I'm in the 9th grade. Because in a few months I will face National Exam, I must study hard and I probably will rarely post here simply because my dad forbids me after Ied Mubarak day-offs. But now, you see, I intend to post my story. It's not a short story, actually, it's quite long. Do you know horror survival game from Japan called "Fatal Frame"? Well, I made a story from the second game (Fatal Frame 2 : Crimson Butterfly). But I turn it into the American version, which means the Japanese characters are still the same, but with different names. I also use the concept of the third game (Fatal Frame 3 : The Tormented). The story probably won't entertain very much, but I just want to post it. I'm still in the middle of finishing my another story. So please, enjoy yourself.

Hugs and Kisses :**

 

LIFE OF PI : a sad funny story for families

"Life of Pi" is a 2012 adventure drama film based on a novel with the same name. It tells about a novelist in Canada who met a man named Pi Patel and decided to listen to his amazing life story as a new idea of his novel. Pi was originally born in India and he had an older brother named Ravi. Pi was bullied during his school time because of his real name "Piscine Molitor," a fancy swimming pool in France. But later Pi became a school legend because of his cleverness in Math. Pi family used to own a zoo. Pi also had three religions, Hindu, Christian, and Islam. He just wanted to love God in every ways. When Pi was little, he took interest on a tiger called "Richard Parker" because the tiger's files and his old owner's files were switched. Pi became a little wary of Richard Parker after his dad showed Pi when Richard Parker cruelly killed a goat.

When Pi was 16, his dad decided to sell the animals and moved to Canada. But on the way, there was a storm and the Japanese boat Patel family was in drowned, leaving on Pi survived on a lifeboat. There was a zebra who broke it's leg when he fell from the ship and an orangutan called "Orange Juice" on the lifeboat. But later, a hyena appeared and murdered the zebra and Orange Juice. The hyena was killed when Richard Parker suddenly appeared and took those three animals for him to feast. And by that, Pi was stucked on the boat with Richard Parker and went through an unbeliavable journey together for 227 days.
"Life of Pi" was nominated for Golden Globe and other awards. This movie is hilarious but also very sad. I cried twice here, LOL.

I got a new blog

Yo! I got an announcement! Guess what? I got a goddamn new blog! Maybe it ain't an important thing to say but this blog's mine and I wanna promote my other blog. But just because I got a new blog doesn't mean I'll  really abandon this one. Well, I guess that's it. Bye! LOL. Peace, love, and weed!
My another new stupid blog : tifaaghnia.wordpress.com

that one motherfvcker

Hey you piece of junk! Do you think just because you're able to do that kungfu twin or traditional exorcism dance or whatever you call it, I'd scare of you? Well, fvck you.

You should apologize, okay? Not fckin mock me when I upsetly asked who's leg that stumbled mine. Dear, motherfvcker, I stood back because I personally realized you got a team. I mean, you're a goddamn kungfu athlete and I'm nothing, aye? So you simply thought I can do nothing to you. Well, if you really are a fckin gentleman, don't do harm but use your words as your sword. I really wanna pluck out that arrogant eye of you and crushed it under my foot, if it's illegal. 

Anarchy In The U.K!

Hii! It's been quite long since I update my blog. Honestly, I've got nothing else to say so I decided to abandon it for a little while. Well now I'm back, and I wanna discuss you about music and stuffs.

Okay first, I wanna discuss about my background. Sex Pistols - Anarchy In The U.K!!! The song was very very extreme and contains violent concept of anarchy. The song was about economic frustration, anger, confusion, and etc. Those feelings were felt by youth British generation in the 70s. It was banned in the whole United Kingdom but the single was also the big debut of Sex Pistols in 1977. Because of Sex Pistols was banned, they could only perform in small

clubs. Well, it's their fault anyway. But for me, the song is great!

I am an anti-Christ

I am an anarchist,

Don't know what I want

But I know how to get it.

I wanna destroy the passer by

Cause I wanna be anarchy.

The Death of Adolf Hitler & Goebbels

Well, as y'all know, the Nazi was at an end when Russia started attacking Berlin. So, Hitler, Goebbles, and a few others hid in a bunker. Lots of Nazis already offer Hitler to escape Berlin secretly, but he just refused and insisting to stay at the bunker and ask others to leave. And because of that, he must commit suicide in order to not being captured by Russia.

It was 29th April 1945 when he married Eva Braun. And in 30th April in the morning, after he had breakfast with Eva, Hitler asked his secretary, Traudl Junge, to type his last will and testament. And in the afternoon, he spent a while in his study and watched Eva commit suicide by consuming a cyanide capsule and Hitler shot himself. His body was taken out of the bunker and Hitler's men burnt his body along with Eva's.

But there are some issues regarding his death, like he actually escaped from the bunker to Indonesia (and i consider this a little impossible) or that he and Eva were assasinated. However, these issues are never confirmed. So, what i believe the most is Hitler shot himself and his wife died after bit a highly toxic capsule.

The death of Joseph Goebbels happened on 1st May 1945 after he murdered his six children. Magda Goebbels, his wife, and Dr. Stumpfegger gave the children morphine and made them unconscious for a few hours. Then, Magda came in and made them six bit a cyanide capsule each one and they're dead. After that, Goebbels and Magda went outside. Goebbels shot Magda on the chest before he shot himself.